silentwitness

I succumbed to your wishes your mere dreams and plans for us, Swayed by your sweet kisses honey lies, high on a candy rush. Words playing on my stringed emotions, such devious melodies. Songs of fruitless hoping, and lack of longevity. All of my happy conjurings, outweighed by the future dark ones. I would initiate our sundering, if I didn't live off the smoke from your dark lungs My amorous feelings and actions are true, but poison can be like sugar and kill you too...

One day Someday Another day I'll find the words You'll find the time We'll find the common ground We'll find new ways to argue New ways to misconstrue New ways to misread But in the end We just may find Each other Or we'll try Ideas and feelings Will be forced to take form In their final attempt to be heard It may not be done sooner It may not be done later But it must be done sooner or later Because while time makes all things possible It bears down quickly on finite moments And whether It ends in hope Or heart break It must end Because all stories Worth telling Have an end

I close my eyes Your image still fresh Your beautiful face Burning into my mind Acid Eating the tissues That sustain my sanity I cover my ears Your words still ringing Your angelic voice Running through my veins Venom Paralyzing the muscles That sustain my control I hold my breath Your scent still powerful Your intoxicating pheromones Crashing into my body Weight Snapping the bones That sustain my temple I surrender my consciousness Your touch still tingling Your velvet skin Piercing through my flesh Blade Spilling the organs That sustain my existence I swallow my tongue Your taste still overwhelming Your amb

Everyday lags by as if there is no end Nothing that happens is on my side The entire world working against me They taunt me daily, torturing me Voices whisper constant commands Attempting to take control over me Every moment is a struggle to move on A solution to the pain isn't far away Simple cure to my continuing insanity Step up to the plate and give it your all Don't be afraid, the game will be yours This must be done, it's all clear to me Hazy voices try to make me reconsider Must block them out, no stepping out Take a deep breath in and sigh relief Remember all the times you have hurt Times you have been manipulated Che

In a chance meeting I feel reality shift. Time, for me, stands still, as the rest of the world silently speed on. Standing my ground, lost in nirvana, I feel the moon go through all its phases, before I even have the chance to blink. The shimmer of starlight in her eyes, And the delicate smile playing on her lips, leave me feeling as if the universe is mine for the taking. But I do not want it. All I want, is to be here basking in the beauty of it. Of her. The moon, the stars, the universe… all this I would give her, and more, if this moment would not end.

Starshine Last night, I sat alone, gazing up above me; winter's air chilled me fast, yet somehow set me free to find a star above, a simple spot of light, a pinprick in the dark that was this cloudless night. With each star I had found, I thought of a reason; why my love kept growing stronger with each season. I counted stars all night, and each a reason why, but right before the dawn, I bent my head to sigh. I cried and cut myself, to keep this night in scars, I wept that night because I had run out of stars.

Settling softly A graceful fall Pirouetting in crystal air A dance of elegance Lost in the multitude Ended by the earth's firm kiss. The snowflake sinks Into a bed of brethren Becomes one with all Singularity surrendered To join the Drift In blissful anonymity. Motionless That which was Lies silent Smothered and smothering Awaiting thaw And Spring's release. One wonders Does it now regret The fall from grace Abandoning its dance Or does it slumber, fury faded Knowing peace at last?